So...
My beloved youtube account of 2 years was suspended. F you, Tokyo Broadcasting Inc....
I had a gut feeling that this would happen! I thought, wow I've already reached over 400 + subscribers, I'm finally where I want to be in my film editing, and I'm so in love with my account design.... I've got all my wonderful and supportive YT friends, I'm involved in 4 great MEP Studios......this is just too good to be true!
And low and behold! Thursday morning I was awoke early, thought I would pop on to say good morning in a bulletin, and there is was...the message of complete desolation..
'Your account has been permanently Disabled'
I about died! DX Not this! It happened looong ago to me, back when my account was it's original warmhearted17! That poor account never stood a chance!
But this one was going strong.
Well, surprisingly, I didn't get as upset as I thought. I tried my best to think positively and try to shape this into an opportunity to refresh! I'd been meaning to take down all my older videos anyway... They weren't a good reflection on my current works.
Well, thankfully I have AMAZING companions there on YT, who have helped and encouraged me through this. I'm feeling a lot better.
It IS still sad though. I was about to start a dedication film to my first 400 subscribers. Who knows if I'll ever reach that many again. The number had built up over 2 years! But, it's not as much the subscriptions that I lost as it was the contact with people and other editors I look up to. Hopefully I can rebuild and recreate once again. I'm not down about this anymore! ^^
Oh gosh, I've got like 3 essays and 3 months worth of quick writes to finish before next Friday, the 20th! T__T
Counting down the days until Spring Break.....
I was going to go to an Andrea Nickatina (sp?) concert tonight with some friends, but...rawr, I have the flu and had to cancel on them last minute. I hope they don't hate me for it!! Plus I was running late getting ready, and they needed to gooo! So I just decided to skip out. But for payback, I have to go bungee jumping with my best friend one of these days. Let's hope she'll forget about that though...eh heh
Oh gosh, and I STILL haven't found the time to watch ep. 21 and 22 of After Story!!!! -dies- I must! It's the final episodes!!
Maybe I'll do that in the morning, hm?
If I'm awake that is..
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Thursday, March 5, 2009
-smile-
So I'm not moving after all. Thank goodness.
Now I get to stay in my house and make it a perfect little home. For now anyway. It's strange what you don't realize you have, until you lose it...or in my case, almost lose it. And for so long, I had neglected to realize that this IS a home, no matter how much I denied it for years.
-Day dreams off-
I cant believe After Story is ending in 2 episodes...and then a special! It better be an amazing special. Clannad's been like, my life! I am so not ashamed to admit that.
I'm guessing that something similar to this will happen in the last episodes:
Ushio will get very sick and die and Tomoya will be destroyed by this. Somehow Tomoya dies shortly after, and he finds himself in the alternate world in the metal body of the robot doll. Accompanying him is the young girl, the only inhabitant of the cold alternate world. He vaguely remembers the real world and convinces the girl that they need to go there. They build a machine that can take them there so that they can live a happy life. Their efforts are legit, and somehow Tomoya gets the light orb and he gets his wish...and he remembers everything from his other life. The girl he's with is Ushio, and he and Ushio go back to the real world, where everything starts over. Nagisa ends up never dying, and Ushio is born safely into the world. Their family is together at last.
AHH, what am I saying?! I have no idea what's going to happen! I never played the game, so sue me.
But I have strong faith that the conclusion will be a spectacular one. Tomoya HAS to somehow get the light orbs and grant his wish! And Nagisa will be back, and their family will be complete. And then the special episode might be about their life together with all three of them as a family. Aw. Now THAT'S the ending I'm praying for.
Ok, ENOUGH! Sorry, I never get this intent on a show. Especially anime o__0 But Clannad is just different, for some reason.
Oh I got my Dango Daikazoku on Sunday. Oh gosh, its precious.
I have to go to class in the morning...but...I THINK I might skip it and just get some rest, then clean my room and do some homework for once.
Yes.
The wind is howling outside my window.
Now I get to stay in my house and make it a perfect little home. For now anyway. It's strange what you don't realize you have, until you lose it...or in my case, almost lose it. And for so long, I had neglected to realize that this IS a home, no matter how much I denied it for years.
-Day dreams off-
I cant believe After Story is ending in 2 episodes...and then a special! It better be an amazing special. Clannad's been like, my life! I am so not ashamed to admit that.
I'm guessing that something similar to this will happen in the last episodes:
Ushio will get very sick and die and Tomoya will be destroyed by this. Somehow Tomoya dies shortly after, and he finds himself in the alternate world in the metal body of the robot doll. Accompanying him is the young girl, the only inhabitant of the cold alternate world. He vaguely remembers the real world and convinces the girl that they need to go there. They build a machine that can take them there so that they can live a happy life. Their efforts are legit, and somehow Tomoya gets the light orb and he gets his wish...and he remembers everything from his other life. The girl he's with is Ushio, and he and Ushio go back to the real world, where everything starts over. Nagisa ends up never dying, and Ushio is born safely into the world. Their family is together at last.
AHH, what am I saying?! I have no idea what's going to happen! I never played the game, so sue me.
But I have strong faith that the conclusion will be a spectacular one. Tomoya HAS to somehow get the light orbs and grant his wish! And Nagisa will be back, and their family will be complete. And then the special episode might be about their life together with all three of them as a family. Aw. Now THAT'S the ending I'm praying for.
Ok, ENOUGH! Sorry, I never get this intent on a show. Especially anime o__0 But Clannad is just different, for some reason.
Oh I got my Dango Daikazoku on Sunday. Oh gosh, its precious.
I have to go to class in the morning...but...I THINK I might skip it and just get some rest, then clean my room and do some homework for once.
Yes.
The wind is howling outside my window.
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