-cries-

So...

My beloved youtube account of 2 years was suspended. F you, Tokyo Broadcasting Inc....
I had a gut feeling that this would happen! I thought, wow I've already reached over 400 + subscribers, I'm finally where I want to be in my film editing, and I'm so in love with my account design.... I've got all my wonderful and supportive YT friends, I'm involved in 4 great MEP Studios......this is just too good to be true!
And low and behold! Thursday morning I was awoke early, thought I would pop on to say good morning in a bulletin, and there is was...the message of complete desolation..
'Your account has been permanently Disabled'

I about died! DX Not this! It happened looong ago to me, back when my account was it's original warmhearted17! That poor account never stood a chance!
But this one was going strong.

Well, surprisingly, I didn't get as upset as I thought. I tried my best to think positively and try to shape this into an opportunity to refresh! I'd been meaning to take down all my older videos anyway... They weren't a good reflection on my current works.

Well, thankfully I have AMAZING companions there on YT, who have helped and encouraged me through this. I'm feeling a lot better.
It IS still sad though. I was about to start a dedication film to my first 400 subscribers. Who knows if I'll ever reach that many again. The number had built up over 2 years! But, it's not as much the subscriptions that I lost as it was the contact with people and other editors I look up to. Hopefully I can rebuild and recreate once again. I'm not down about this anymore! ^^

Oh gosh, I've got like 3 essays and 3 months worth of quick writes to finish before next Friday, the 20th! T__T

Counting down the days until Spring Break.....

I was going to go to an Andrea Nickatina (sp?) concert tonight with some friends, but...rawr, I have the flu and had to cancel on them last minute. I hope they don't hate me for it!! Plus I was running late getting ready, and they needed to gooo! So I just decided to skip out. But for payback, I have to go bungee jumping with my best friend one of these days. Let's hope she'll forget about that though...eh heh

Oh gosh, and I STILL haven't found the time to watch ep. 21 and 22 of After Story!!!! -dies- I must! It's the final episodes!!
Maybe I'll do that in the morning, hm?
If I'm awake that is..