Better be sunny up this road

Here I am at 4:00 a.m. I had revived my sleeping pattern over the weekend, and now I've gone and blown it.
I've been gone on a trip across state for a friend's graduation. It was so amazing to get away! It reminded me that there is life to be lived out there! When I came home, I felt like putting off editing all together... But then I was reminded of the many obligations I now have -___-

I've come to the decision to discontinue mep work for the summer. Its almost a hollow decision, because I'm sure if I come across an mep in one of my groups or a megamix that I can't go on without being apart of, I'll probably enter... But besides that, I won't be doing any mep parts from here until September. I've finally shortened my list down to 2 remaining parts.... One for the Viva Pop mep for Eternal Illusion, and the other for Bloody Lust hosted by Yorleni. Aside from those, I'm putting my foot down.

I'm getting rather aggravated. My book of ideas is overflowing with great inspirations, and yet I find myself having no time to work on ANY of them! (Of course I have time to write in a blog at 4 a.m. but that's beside the point!)
This month will be a busy one. It's already the 9th of June! Summer is underway. I'll be working long hours this summer to help with bills at home and to start saving for classes next Fall. I'll be online less, and spend most of my time with other things... as I feel that summer is too amazing of a season to miss sitting in front of a computer screen wasting away.
But I want to at least work on some of my own creations. No more mep's to tie me down and no more collabs!! Just TIME to embrace editing as more of a personal art, rather than a job.

Once summer ends, I'll probably take leave from my editing for awhile. Not because I feel I have to, but because I need to start focusing on college. I can't be fooling around with a hobby when I have science and math to get out of my hair by this time next year.
I'll probably work on one thing at a time, slowly, once school starts. So summer is really the only time I have to do as I please in the YT world.

So my summer work will include CTAS and personal projects :3 Oh yes, and NNT entries, depending on how far I get in the tournament.

-I want some cereal, but the milk is bad!
-I really hope to hang out with this old friend before he leaves!
-I miss Eastern already
-I want to finish EP 1 of CTAS SOON!!
-I want to cut my hair